Saturday, December 13, 2014

Being yourself by yourself

Lately, I've been thinking a lot about love and relationships. I've always been the kind of girl who wanted to meet her prince charming and live together forever after. But life doesn't have to be so straight forward.

Just live first. Don't be in such a hurry. Travel. See the world. Laugh. Cry. Jump. Watch films. Read books. Listen to music. Watch sunsets and sunrises. Go skiing. Go skating. Go dancing. Live. As cliché as it sounds, you only live once. Don't worry about what people think. Appreciate when people are kind to you and be understanding when people are mean to you. At the end of the day, it only matters who had the most fun.

It is okay to be selfish. You are the only one who is going to be with you forever. You might as well get on well with yourself...

Saturday, August 9, 2014


It is said that it is bad for your health to get attached to objects. And I do agree, but there are two things which have helped me to get where I am today. No matter how shitty I'd felt or how bad the world seemed at the time, I'd put on my earphones and I'd inmerse myself in a book. I'd simply stop existing and the time didn't matter. I could smile.

Then I got back to reality. And again, no matter how shitty I'd felt before, I could smile again. Reading and listening to music are the one thing that keep me happy no matter what. They are my batteries.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Work hard... my ass!

I've always been one of those students who work their ass off to get to the dead-line. Meaning, I usually do my assignments with time, I'm not one of those who do everything in the last minute. Now, I procrastinate and I am lazy from time to time.

What I simply don't get is how on earth does someone who doesn't touch a fucking pen in the whole year gets a pass in a subject in which I've spent hours working on? How?

I've been told that in order to reach far, I have to work hard. Well... I have worked hard, but the results ain't helping me to reach far. How do you do that? Succeding without any effort? Does anyone know?

I know I'm jealous right now. I know I fucking am. But how on earth can you not be jealous of someone who just doesn't give a shit about anyone and gets everything she wants? I've already thought of "at least you are a good person". Well, fuck, I don't want to be a good person anymore if that means working hard and not getting anything in return.

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Shorty Shawty

I am a short person, I have always been and it has been a struggle all my life. People has always make fun of me in one way or another. I've reached a point in my life where I´ve accepted it. I have some friends who joke around with me about me being short, and I don't mind, because I know they are just kidding.

But if you met someone and they instantly said 'wow, you are really small, aren't you?'... well, maybe I find you huge, you asshole!

Or in a party, cute boys alert, a friend tells me 'that one is too tall for you'... What does that even mean? I am not good enough just because of my shortness?!

 I am the first one who knows my flaws and tries to improve what I can in order to accept myself. Society and people keep telling me that I am not good enough.

You know what they say: new year, new me... and I am going to prove them wrong.