Sunday, October 21, 2012

Time machine.

So many ways to go. So many problems with so many different ways to solve them. I wish I had a time machine to go back and forward throughout my life.

I regret some things I said, did and cause. I regret things I haven't said, done or caused. I could change them if I had a time machine.

I guess this is not happening just to me. Maybe someone would want to go back in time and change some historical events, in order to make life a little bit brighter.

I wish I had spent more time with my family. I wish I'd said all those things I was thinking in the right moment. I wish I hadn't said all those hurting things to people I loved.

But now again, if I changed all that, I wouldn't be me. No one is ever satisfied with their lives or acts or things they have done, said or cause. The thing is: I know I am selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But that's who I am. I can't change my past and undo things.

So... If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Extremistly

Catalans, Muslims, Jews, Christians, terrorists, politicians, headless hipsters, hippies, posh people, poor people... Everyone exaggerates.

I've been aware of some mistakes I've made during my life. To be more precise, about judging people. Even though I've been judged and criticised, I still did the same to other people. In this society it is really easy to follow the trend at the moment and just go with it, not even thinking about it. But the truth is that everyone is quite a "bully".

I've always been a little bit angry with people living in Catalunya. Ever since I was a child, I went with my family skiing to a village in Catalunya, where people talked mostly in Catalan and looked at you all pissed off whenever you asked them to speak in Spanish. It still bothers me. However, I found this really awesome TV series... I know I'm repeating myself again: Polseres Vermelles. Its soundtrack is amazing. I've always thought that Catalan was such an useless language and ugly. But the truth is that it was because of my prejudice the fact of my ignorance of this beautiful songs. And it's a shame.

Not everything is always what we expect.


Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Existence

You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you, something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That’s what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth—everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you.
-Unknown