Sometimes I think I should speak more so that people knows what I'm thinking. But then I think that people don't care about it. So I remain in silence.
However people keep talking making no sense. And I don't get it. Am I weird? Well, I know I am... I watch an insanely large number of TV series and I'm such a freak. But socially speaking, I just don't know how to act in certain situations.
For instance, I'm going to go back to friends with boyfriends. Yes, again. It's something I don't think I'll ever get used to... So, this friend has a new boyfriend. She won't stop talking about him, she won't stop messaging him, she won't stop going out with him. I don't know how to tell her that I'm kinda jealous of 1) Not having that friend to complain about boys and 2) being replaced by that guy. I'm really happy that she's happy with him, but I'm not happy with her talking all the time about him. I know way more details I'd like to know. It's freaking insane. I know she loves him and she's so happy that she wants to share that happiness.
The thing is, how do I tell her it doesn't help that I'm not able to have a conversation with this friend in which she doesn't pronounce his name. No freaking idea.
In conclusion, this is what I do when I keep words for myself that I shouldn't keep. I just write them down on a blog no one reads.