I might be repeating myself. Whatever. This space is mine to write what I am feeling right now. I know I am really lucky, I know I have people who love me but I still can't feel like I belong anywhere. Why do people get what they want? Why can they full-fill their dreams? And why the fuck can't I?
My time apart from my family has finished. I am back home and I am glad. I was a little bit tired of the stressful student life. I am getting my driving licence and it feels right. It also feels right that I am getting on well with my family. In Madrid it also feels right to stay home studying or to go out and have some fun.
However, I don't feel like I belong. Neither in Canary Islands or Almería or Madrid... I just don't seem to find my place.