When you feel something is wrong. When you feel you are not welcome. That not belonging feeling. I have had a lot of moments like that during my life, but I still can´t get use to it. It´s loneliness, sadness, uncomfortable with yourself. I suddenly find myself worndering if I did something wrong. But I haven´t. It´s them who have the problem, not me. I accept them, they just don´t see the good things in me.
I don´t really care, but it hurts when you are in a group and you can´t fit in. Maybe they don´t say a word but you see it in their eyes. It´s curious how a simple look can change the way you are feeling. No words. Just eyes.